Well, i finally got out of that rut i was in. I've been feeling better and i can breath again.
My minds been all over the place and its awesome cause it makes for great writing.

Speaking of writing, i'm working on another project. A couple actually. One i hope to become a comic book, the other i'd like to use in a future band or something. I was looking over some of my older drawings and i was like "damn, this is shit!" XD haha, I do need alot of work, but i've also been dipping into other mediums like sewing and i'll be welding over the summer.

Gawd! I'm in such an awesome mood! plus, it's raining! Not only that but my voice has gotten so patched up, it's not as scratchy as it used to be. I can really sing now and i will! i'm gonna be in a school play and i have to admit that i'm scared shitless. But that's alright, i'm still pretty excited.

i can't really explain this new bliss all i know is that it's awesome and i haven't felt this good in years. And whats great is that i can feel this way without the drugs and alcohol i used to need. My body is breathing as well as my mind. I've been reading all these different books and they've been so enlightening. Big shout out to Inga Muscio and Michelle Tea. I love you guys, your beacons of knowledge! ;3

By the way, everyone! happy new year! and i'll come back to celebrate Chinese New year with you in about a month! XD